2011-10-10

Ramli

If you want to be a professional footballer, I'll support you bro! be that!
And I believe you can achieve that! Chase after your dream jay!

2011-10-04

Tempest

I still think of her

2011-10-01

Big Bug

Nobody wants a happy ending

Bring It Down

That random flashback which brings back painful memories and breaks your heart all over again

2011-09-30

Selfish

I think I've become a badass heartless motherfucker, I've stop caring about other people's feelings, and I dont really care what happen to them...but still, I'm not bad enough

2011-09-24

Puppeteer

I'm just a puppet, an instrument of death

2011-09-19

Personal Space

I couldn't find the right word to make you stay for awhile longer

2011-09-13

God Emperor

Maybe in a distance, but never in the heart

2011-09-08

Order

What if it never gets better?

2011-09-03

Guide

Son, you are hopeless...

2011-08-31

I Gave Up


Damn you fish! Don't you dare, don't you fucking dare miss her, get 0ver it you fucking asshole! Just fucking move on!! She's not gonna fucking come back to you, so forget about her? Alright? Can you do that fish? Please...I'm tired ok? I'm fucking tired alright, I'm tired of thinking about her, I'm tired of this stupid motherfucking memories that will always come back, I'm tired of wanting to go back, I'm tired of all this shits...Please fish, Please! I beg of you, please stop! Just stop, can you just stop? Just this once? Please...?

2011-08-29

Stitches

There. I did it.
It still look like crap. But I fixed it.
So don't worry heart. I'm not gonna give you to someone new.
Well not now.

Last Stand

And he fights for love like he was the last angel defending the Heavens

2011-08-24

Ocean

She has never been to the beach before

Multiplication

Multiracial society, damn! I miss that

2011-08-23

Piano Station

I miss music

2011-08-20

Mindset

My mind is a horrible place. It is a place of rage, pain, anger, suffering, despair, hatred, vengeance, violence, destruction, chaos, lost hope, broken dreams and even death. It is truly a horrible place. And I think I can be a dark lord or some sort, and a good one!

2011-08-13

Gentlemen Don't

You were and still my favourite melody

2011-08-07

Work Of Art

I've been wounded but I survived
You might not know this bro, but that sentence gave me hope, it really did! Its ok to fall in love again, its ok to get your heart broken again, its ok to fall on your knees again, its ok to cry again, its ok to lose hope, its ok to give up, and its ok to just walk away.




-Jayhan-

I Write Myself To Death

I need to get my ass back to writing poetry, I love doing it, but lately I just don't know what to write anymore, maybe I need to get my heart broken again, maybe then I can write again

I Pray

Wherever you are on this damn planet, I hope that you are doing well, I hope that you are in good health, and I really do hope that you are happy

Crow

I know you are not here, but whenever I'm in a crowd, my heart will always look for you

2011-07-27

Phantom

The ghost from my broken past

2011-07-19

Last Piece

You're the last piece of my puzzle that doesn't fit anymore...























James Morrison - The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore

2011-06-28

Reminder

A picture of you just to remind me of how fucking stupid love is...

2011-06-27

Don't Fall For Her

"I'm Fine"
It's all I can say.
To keep them away.
Because telling them won't help.
Because they don't and will never understand.
And explanations won't do.
So I say those two words.
Just to keep them satisfied.

When The Lights Die

If I don't stop, I would just keep on waiting

Feel

I know you don't see me, you don't feel me, but keep your eyes wide open...

2011-06-13

No Matter What

I do this, I do that, I do more of this and I do more of that, but no matter what I do, I still think of you...

2011-06-10

No Idea

I don't know what to write anymore...

2011-05-21

Expectations

Shit happens every single day, and it is up to you whether you choose to break and fall, or to stand and stay strong

2011-05-20

Distance

I'm miles from where you are right now...and I kinda miss you

Away From Here

Looks like I'll be going north, but I'll be back with a medal and some bullets in ma ass

2011-05-19

Future

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane, I don't know when I'll be back again...

2011-05-16

Away

My decision is final! I'm going to leave this place, I'm going to leave all this shits behind, and I hope I won't come back anytime soon

2011-05-14

Bowl

I think I saw you the other day, I just hope that is not you...Maybe my heart is just playing tricks on me

2011-05-12

So Close But Yet So Far

I was so close to see her again. Thank God I didn't! My heart was beating so fast at that time, and my mind can't stop thinking about her...

Perfecto

Yes you are!

Soldier On

I wanna be a soldier, I wanna serve my country, I wanna protect my family and friends, I wanna die a hero.


















Well, the truth is I just wanna run away from everything

2011-05-10

Almost

A part of me was dying to see you again, well fuck that part!! Thank god I didnt see you just now, cause things will get harder than ever

2011-05-05

Rebellion

I'm rebellious when I'm restricted

Slow Burning

I always bring myself down, cause I'm afraid of being happy. Bad things happen when you're all happy and stuff

2011-04-30

Gratitude

Gain some new experience

2011-04-28

Heart And Soul

I'm dying in the inside,
But I'll still smile,
I'll still laugh,
I'll survive this,
Just don't look into my eyes...

Angels

There are those who are lost angels
And they've forgotten how to spread their wings
And dance in the clouds

Demons

There are those who are real demons
Who were stripped from their memories and wander the earth
Always searching for broken dreams